in my head

tossed and turned again last night. finally resorting to the couch. couldn't shut off my mind blog until really late or really early. trying to use my awake time wisely, i prayed for my friends cat and wondered how i may have missed You in all this today. trying to be more aware of Your presence, i poke and prod, did i even see You today? was that You in the hall, was that You in the car beside mine or were you behind the eyes of the girl at the register? have i missed You, ignored You for the 21st time today?