heart strings 2

over did it on friday and didn't eat lunch or take my meds. guess i just wanted to be like normal people. over did it again yesterday by going to the pool and doing grocery shopping, changing sheets, and all that stuff. dragging today with a long week in sight. i'll be out the door before 7:20 and won't be home until almost 7pm only to get up and do it everyday next week. want to just lay down for a long summer's nap. guess i am pulling at my own heart strings. cried and poured out this morning. hope you heard me Lord. can't go on like this. you alone know that.