seeking God like crazy

some days seeking God frustrates me. yep, i said it. it frustrates me. wanting so badly to hear his voice say this is the way or this isn't the way..... walk here, wait here, go here. i so badly want to please him that it just makes me sick thinking i might not.... that i might disappoint him once more... go the wrong way or shut the wrong door. God see my heart, hear my prayer, taste my tears, smell my fears, touch my feet and help me to move in the right direction or just stay here.