on hold or holding on?

ever felt like that? are you on hold or holding on to what seems like the end of your rope? been there myself. know that i am doing this for someone else, maybe even the person reading this. got to keep on though. still reading my book and praying. still got a glimpse of hope, just don't want the flame to die down... keep blowing on the coals, keep fanning into flames. watch for the smoke to rise. know it is coming and you guys will be able to find me on this island. know i am not alone out here.... just maybe i am the only one talking.... talking to myself.