created to be

window shopping on ebay. looking at those expensive dresses and wondering if they are really me. wondering who i am, style wise, and who i am meant to be. trying to find that perfect one, the one that makes me look like a miracle, and makes even my husband's head turn. still wondering who i am and who i am supposed to be. prefer to throw on that favorite pair of jeans with a nice top, but is that really me inside of me? maybe it's all the self confidence that needs a boost. i still sit and wonder if i could ever live up the the role of the PW. maybe that is what God's trying to show me. i just might not fit in the expected box..... and maybe that is just how HE intended for me to be.