self argument

got that really tired feeling going on this morning. i have those sinus bags under my eyes and i am arguing with myself. don't want to be up and would rather throw myself back into the bed. worried about my friend. she probably has something by now and is spreading it amongst her friends. she is still my friend and my heart bleeds for her.. knowing she is trying to fill a hole with something that is only eating the dirt out from under her. her hole is just getting deeper and i want to throw her a line. i argue with myself again and nothing is accomplished. i bow my head and pray one more time that she would return to the REAL YOU and exchange the lie for the TRUTH.